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The Garden of Dying Life by Fenwickgrl14, literature

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The Garden of Dying Life

As i walk through the garden of dying life staying stuck in time not getting old not getting young watching people around me die as i'm stuck here people die around me i watch them being put in the ground the sun goes down comes back up the world grows old but, new and young things come to life i watch all these things going on around me and i am stuck here in one time and place cant grow cant die i am forever stuck here in the garden of dying life

Time is never really ours by Fenwickgrl14, literature

Dying Inside by Fenwickgrl14, literature

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Dying Inside

I step into the darkness with no one around feeling my way, trying to get out the walls are gone, so is the floor i'm falling down, deeper into this bottomless pit that i have found a slash across my face has now appeared feeling the warm blood trickling down my face more slashes appear across my body not trying to stop the blood that'z flowing from my viens pain has stepped in taken over only one thing comes to mind .... I'm Dying Inside

My Curse by Fenwickgrl14, literature

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My Curse

Strong, unforgiving hands are at my neck pushing down, as hard as can be feeling my breath being taken away and seeing darkness coming over me cant yell, cant scream unable to raise my hands to push them away pusing down is all i can feel maybe soon this will all go away hopefully i will wake up able to find out what went on so i can fix it whatever i did wrong this will happen again but it will be worse this is not my fault it's just my curse

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Death is coming by Fenwickgrl14, literature

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Death is coming

Death is coming so quick and silent you will not know when it is coming for you maybe now, in a day, a week a month, a year you wont know Death is coming so quick and silent you will not know when it is coming for you when you are sick in the hospital only you can see a figure coming toward you with a long black robe... a long, boney, finger pointing...at...you... Death is coming so quick and silent you will not know when it is coming for you you sit up in bed your friends and family dont know what to do you can see their lips moving, but nothing is coming out then you hear your name in a frighting way you try t

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I Can See the Real You by Fenwickgrl14, literature

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I Can See the Real You

I could never see the real you Until now I never knew you could be this horrible Around my friends you where like the perfect person But now I can see You are into things you shouldn't be Things that could hurt you and others I'm just trying to help you But you aren't making this easy I know nothing ever is But you showed me something special And then you took that away We can never get that back No matter how much you try to make it happen How could you do this? I can see the real you now Your standing right infront of me Don't deny what I have found out Don't say it wasn't you I know the truth I can see the real

Dont try by Fenwickgrl14, literature

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Dont try

You come crawling back into my life Tell me that you need me I'm sorry to say that you and I are over I told you that the last time I had talked to you You went out thinking that I wouldn't You were thinking that I would stay home and watch TV But I went out with my friends I was having a good time Until I saw you with her You told she was just a "friend" When I came up to you You told her that I was your "friend" I had to tell her who I was She was not happy Neither was I Now you are alone and trying to get back with me The thing you don't know is that she is one of my friends now You were trying to get back with the

Ask him for once by Fenwickgrl14, literature

Forever Will by Fenwickgrl14, literature

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Forever Will

We've known each other for all of our lives, When we were young you threw dirt at me Trying to show your friends that you didn't like girls, But as you grew, you changed your mind, All of your friends liked girls, so you figured you should to, I'm glad you did, Because as you grew up You found feelings that no one could relate to, They were feelings you couldn't control, You couldn't tell you friends, They would think you were weird, You were suppose to like girls, not love one of them, But you did, You fell in love with a girl, She fell in love with you, And the feelings wouldn't go away, No matter how hard you

Let Me Dance For You by Fenwickgrl14, literature

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Let Me Dance For You

Let me dance for you Let me show you how much I care Let my dance express how I feel Please understand I am doing this for you Let me dance for you Let my dance show you my feelings Let me dance for you The dance that I am showing you Is the one I made for you I can teach you this dance We can dance together Let me dance for you Let my dance show you my feelings Let me dance for you When I show you this dance We can dance together The dance proves my love for you This dance was made for you When I dance for you I can tell you what the dance means Let me dance for you Let my dance show you my feelings Let me dance for

Painful Kiss by Fenwickgrl14, literature

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Painful Kiss

You bring me pain with everyday With every word Every touch You bring me pain Day in and day out Painful words A painful touch A painful kiss Everyday the same things But the pain gets worse and worse No one can see What my emotions are The only thing they see ...is pain Painful words A painful touch A painful kiss Everyday teh same things But the pain gets worse and worse No other emotions ....Just pain

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United States
Deviant for 19 years
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Current Residence: in the boston area
Favourite genre of music: Any
Favourite photographer: my friends
Wallpaper of choice: Anythin HIM, or Tori Amos
Favourite cartoon character: Hello Kitty
Personal Quote: I would rather have 30 minutes of wonderful, than a lifetime of nothing special

Favourite Visual Artist

HIM, Tori Amos

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Two many to list here

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HIM, Tori Amos

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HIM, Tori Amos, music, movies, dancing, singing, etc.

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Sep 20, 2005

HARD ROCK BANNED!!! SIGN THIS!!!!

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55254" IF YOU DONT WANT HARD ROCK BANNED SIGN THIS!!!!! COPY AND PASTE!!!! NBC announced today that the M.A.H.R. (Mothers Against Hard Rock) Foundation is trying to outlaw THE USED and MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE from 45 states across America. They are petitioning for it as we speak and if they get more signatures then those against it, then the bands (as well as many others including From First To Last, Atreyu, Avenged Sevenfold, and Darkest Hour.) will be banned from most of the United States. Please sign your name below if you are against this. 1. A773x 2. Cher 3. Sonny Harker 4. Michael 5. Alex 6. Kristen Alexander 7. ~*!Fallen Angel!*~

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Aug 22, 2005

Tori Amos Concert!

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OMG! last night me and ~oxoxHERxoxo (https://www.deviantart.com/oxoxherxoxo) went to see Tori Amos at the Boston Pavillion, and we got there around 2:30-3:00 and we f*cking MET TORI AMOS!!!! it was soooo exciting. she is such a sweetheart, and she is tiny, kinda like a pixie. anywho, the concert was AMAZING!! i got a poster, a shirt, and a necklace, libby got a poster, 2 shirts, and a booklet, about her.  when we met her we got pics with her and her autograph. the 2 opening bands were pretty good, the Ditty Bops, and The Like, but not everyone was watching them, they mostly cared about when Tori was goin to come on, so were we.  she is sooo good live, its insane, she had 3 pian

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May 1, 2005

Prom

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Omg my prom was last night and it was so much fun! i went with my brothers friend Chris and i think that if i invited someone else i wouldnt have had as much fun. at the table that we were sitting at was me, my date, ~oxoxHERxoxo (https://www.deviantart.com/oxoxherxoxo) and her date, and :iconMechanical-Fairy69: and her b/f james. we literally danced all night. after prom we went back to libbyz house and she put on more music and we danced for awhile, then around 1:00 am we lost all of our energy. it took all of our energy to get up the stairs to go to bed. i got my picz developed and they look so good. and i got some goofy ones of all of us. when i get the disc for the picture